i think im going crazy.
thought of going out today since my friends are free.

slpt till 4pm since i was out drinkin ytd.
woke up, wanted to accompany mummy.
but too late and she didnt wanted to go out.
and she bloody watched her cantonese drama that nv seems to end.
and i had nothing to do cus she's watchin in on her com.
and the screen is small.

so i went back to slp.
slpt till ard 5 or 6pm.
my friend called and ask me out.
i told her i was going out.
and she accused me of abandoning her.
hell.
and i had to cancel my shopping and smsed my friend
that mummy's not happy that im going out.

what have i done wrong.
if he hadnt left us likdat would things turn out this way?
i hate him.
i hate him for leaving me to clear this rubbish.
i hate him for leaving mummy.
i hate him for makin mummy lonely.
i hate him for obstructing my life.
i hate him for indirectly causing me to be quarantine at home on wkends.
i hate him for lettin mummy work so hard on wkdays.

im in a super foul mood nw.
i wan to dig him out and
slap him
punch him
scold him
strangle him
murder him.

but where do i start?
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