hah! i wan that lg viewty phone!
because it sounds lik view-ty. LOL.
yea yea and 5mp. hw cool is that.
same mp as my cam.
but i dun really need smth tt kind quality thou.
but i wan it cus it sounds like my name. deal.
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tummy ache haben ok yet!
shall heal myself with lotsa potion at e office tml.
since its free. make full use of it. yes?

stayed at hm for wkends.
damn no life.

surfed pass my journal at hi5.
was timestamped 2005.
go search for abc_ty@hotmail.com at hi5.
and go journal there. and feel free to laugh at hw childish i was.
cus i feel lik scolding myself for being so childish too.
and i've lost e password to my hi5 a/c.
and my email a/c at hotmail was being deleted. guess i didnt login for too long.
i really give in alot to my hi5 journal ok.
every post had a relevant picturn i found at google.
and like almost everyday i journalled.
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choking myself down with liquior.
didnt think that i will be reminded of e past.
i tot i could still face all this with a wide smile which says im doing well now.

that bloody face in ur photos.
i really dont know whether to cry or be angry.

the hurt when we were both young.
don't u think u've recovered way too fast?
too fast till i doubt if u've been dealt with any impact or not.
most prob it was jus a wishful thinking on my part yrs ago.
but i certainly hope u'd stand up now and say it wasnt.
turn back and say u love me the way i have loved you.

sometimes things jus doesnt goes the way u want it to.

anw enuf for this emo entry.
im getting too carried away until i've almost forgotten this is a public entry.

time to get on.

got a serious tummy ache and diarrhoea.
mummy says it's stomach flu.
ate medicine and it seems to keep it under control.

but i keep forgetting no milks when u're having diarrhoea.
and i drank milk for e 2nd day and 3rd day.
and to the toliet i go..
until my legs became wobbly, jelly, whatever u call it.

getting real late.
being drunk alone on a saturday night aint fun.
almost there.
and im going to slp before i get k.oed by the martell sitting nxt to me.
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isnt life similiar to a printer?
funny analogy but true,

the printer itself is the body.
the cartridge is the emotions.
the documents sent to e printer are ppl who go thru ur lifes.
and the printout becomes what u show to ppl aft certain other ppl go thru ur lives.

was sitting on e stairs smoking with colleagues when suddenly i felt tt life is so fragile.
and our body is jus like a shell to contain our emotions.
and therefore thought of the printer analogy.

i am a printer. are u? LMAO.
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shurong gave me a pleasant surprise on my bdae.
i think i forget to tell her i didnt want a cake for my bdae.
lols. and she actually bought a cake frm plaza and walk all e way to my hse.
while hiding her laughters and trying to sound sad and suicidal on e phone.
with poor innocent celest and her bf. lols.

&& work isnt getting any better as expected.
now that another a/cs staff is overseas for training
im sitting in his place. the a/cs dept there.
not in my private conference rm anymore.
lols. but only for a wk thou. then he'll be coming back.

&& i've been rather sticky to one of my colleauge who smoke also.
called him over to ps to fetch me to Stamford for the wedding.
and to clark quay to celebrate cheryl's bf wedding.
and office hrs i'll be going over to his desk and chat with him.
i dun have a choice.
no one treats me gd in e office. i'll have him to look aft me.
only for 1mth plus more alright..

and a new colleauge volunteered to ferry me to work frm hg every morning.
he's gd okay.
cus aft work he's going hm too. and i ask him to drop me off near his hse.
and he actually send me home! swt right. lols.
better then that gay colleauge who's living at sengkang.
and e new colleauge stays at hg.
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jus went for chilli crab at kovan
and sambal sotong and tofu.
and e sotong makes my mouth tired frm all e chewing.
i used to love sotong v much. but aft this. maybe not. haha.

and lonely drinking almost everynight.
but nt much la..! so actually its gd for health!!
lil bit of alcholic makes slp better.
lols.

oh ya went botanical garden today as well.
wanted to go into e orchid garden but there's a entrance fee.
so didnt go in.
and it was super normal lor!! nothing so nice and special.
jus tt i didnt go there for a long long time.
and u can actually see lots and lots of diff types of doggie.
lols.

sometimes i feel v fortunate.
but yet. still lonely and empty inside.
until ed words hit me with a bang.
den i realised that i've been keeping things inside of me.
and in addition of e work problems.
argh........

oh oh and i finally found e smart casual office pants that's skinny and low waist. haha!
dammit happy.
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this world is crazy.
it forces ppl to think materialistically.
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thanks to jim for bringing over one whole bot of martell over to my hse.
and now im drinking martell alone...........
jim has gone to jb for petrol.. how boring.

recently sms'ed my old colleague.
the temp before me la.
she was really quiet.
and little did i know that she actually feels the same way as me.
as in getting irritated when being bossed ard by them.
and im so so happy that i've got someone accompanying my feelings.
lols.

but nothing to be happy abt. cus she's nt working anymore what!!
she's free frm their cluthes okay??!!

hah! one more day. den i can sit back at e conference rm.
and eat while i work, smoke an hr a stick, sms, listen to mp3.
lols. perserve!!

but i really hate my workplace now.
im gonna complain to cheryl soon.
and see if she's in the same plight as me. lols.
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ahhhhhhhhhh... finally i can post on blogger.
internet has been down for 2 days straight.
and jus today when i've already taken out the setting manual for e internet stuffs.
den i on e com and woAH. online already.
simply amazing, my com..

i have alot alot alot stuffs to type out. but jus really duno where to start.
lets do it on friday.

met up with old friends on friday night.
sat ard in a van and travelled to.. lets see...
cine. imagine... sitting a van to cine. at night.....
and den to east coast to see them play BALLS. ops. billiard i mean
&& to geylang *ahemmmm* to buy *ahem ahemm* cigggggg *ahchoooo*..
for my colleague.
really wonder why im so gd to him.
he's really a son offta bitch.. zz
lols. but he's significant! his wedding's the first i attended without my mummy or bf!!
so get it!! he's married. there's no lovey-dovey-honey thing btw us. lols.

and saturday....
i had the maiden facial.
it was actually a bdae present frm my mother.
and e beautician actually squeezed all e imperfection frm my face.
and left scars that lasted till today!!, MONDAY. like 2 days already.
but its slowly fading. so no fret.
lets cheers for better skin underneath.
and mommy's signed up for 6 courses of facials for me.
jus so so so super happy.

and so therefore. i didnt and cant go out on saturday and sunday night.
and i even missed the chance to go out with cheryl to boatquay.
all because of e ugly scars....

monday's today.
poor ty the receptionist.
receptionist was on one wk's leave.
so i had to cover.
so concluded:
no time to snack while working
cant smoke an hr a stick while working.
cant sms or talk on e phone while working.
cant listen to e mp3 while working.
cant charge my mp3 while working.

all because.. e receptionist table jus right in frnt of e boss's office.
lols.

so, really.. let's cheers for a better tml.............. again.
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