i actually got lost twice at lavender!
how stupid is that.

and i asked e security guard if there's a postbox nearby.
and he directed me to singpost la!
which was like 2 street across. and i almost got lost.
somemore i saw sickly pigeons.
a few pigeons jus keep flappin their wings, unable to move.
so disgusting! like got some diease likdat.
den a bagadash was using barehands picking them up frm e grass
and puttin them into a plastic bag.
disgusting right!

so i succeeded in makin my way to the singpost 2 street across.
and when i finish doing my stuffs at e ICA,
i saw a postbox jus outside e mrt.
DUMB RIGHT.

and when i finish my stuffs,
was lookin for e busstop.
and i got lost again.
asked some passerbys but nobody knows.
haha.

and i jus remembered i was suppose to go sch on monday or what.
which was ytd.
cus 2 of my classes clashed.
and e repeat lesson was on monday.
but no choice. since monday has alr past.

have visiting tml.
i must wake up in time.
if nt i can jolly well kill myself already.
and aftwards have to bring his bike to his bike shop.
dunno by how also.
towing needs money...
yet both of us doesnt have license.

suddenly, my free days seems to pass v fast.
like awhile ago i jus went schooling.
den 2 days later schooling again.
haha.
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Chasing Pavements
Adele.

I've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over,
if I'm wrong I am right,
Don't need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
i know this is love but,

If i tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And thats exactly what i need to do,
If i'm in love with you,

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

I'd build myself up,

And fly around in circles,
Wait then as my heart drops,
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
should i just keep chasing pavements?
oooh...

Don't need to think it over,
if I'm wrong I am right,
Don't need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
i know this is love but,

If i tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And thats exactly what i need to do,
If i'm in love with you,

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

I'd build myself up,

And fly around in circles,
Wait then as my heart drops,
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
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went drinkin on sat with cheryl.
thus, all e dark dark pictures taken while we were outside smoking.













and my ever famous labbit teeth.



"lets see who looks more like a rabbit" cheryl says.


went town on sunday
and i present u..........
was sittin in frnt of tangs and suddenly i saw this poster.
like so.. wow.

& dwayne took this while he was exploring my phone.
was having my fav fish soup with rice.

and i need to go ICA soon.
so tired and hungry.
argh.. i wanna eat!!
wish i could teleport straight to ICA.
i remembered e canteen there had nice yong tao hu...
lol.

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rec'd qiang's cny card.
damn happy la!
& i told my ex-co im going back lunch and sun bian take ang bao.

he told me. wait ah.
den i replied. wait simi.
he said..... wait long long.

haha. damn spoiler.

everything's going smoothly nw.
i mean. even thou it's nt what i wanted.
but stil kinda enuf.

to those who has been pestering me for my lecturer's photo.
the one with e moustache and goatee! haha.
p/s: he wears specs in classes!

& anyway dear mr lim kinda promised me to let his moustache grow already.
yes, but i know. slience is nt acceptance........
and a few days ago, we jus realised that our initials are e same!
T.Y

been on a one day tour to temasak poly with shurong and stewart.
haha. what to say...
poly's life really wasting time!
as in, the lessons are so far apart.
and most of e ppl slp on benches.
but e food is nice and cheap!
only $3 for a plate of chicken chop with baked beans, fries and coslaw.

random pictures stolen frm mummy's phone

photo taken when i first permed my hair.
like a yr ago already?


and mummy looks super cute in this 2 photos.
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jus finish watchin the golden path.
ending is super unexpected.
however, proves that bad guy doesnt have gd ending.
but the womens are most innocent and unfortunate.

anw! the bat ku mei was really clever!
to put e note "if im died, the killer must be XXX"
so stylo la!
and another thing to note!
if. i mean if, one day, u were murdered.
pls pls remember to scratch e killer!
cus e skin tissuse will get trapped in ur fingernails.
and most killer forgot to clean tt part when they destroy all e evidence.
haha.
ok. i'll stop foolin ard.

and jinlong died for the bat ku mei.
why? even without her, he stil can survive what.
why she die jinlong also must pei her?
is this e defination of "die for u"

or does "die for u" soley means exchangin my life with ur life.
like titanic. when e ship sanked.
e floatin door on e sea could only hold 1 person.
so jack let rose got on top of e wood.
while he froze to death in e waters.

what does "die for u" stands for?
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jus watched shen diao xia nu first few esp.
and meanwhile, hopin tt my ozworld will dl faster.

well, im back to playin oz.
some online game i used to play when i was sec 2.
haha.
i've decided to get myself hooked on online games.
but nt maple already.
so, tt explains.

but i've been dling it for a long long aftnn.
connectn has been resetting.
rt nw it's stil stucked at 32%..
awwwwwwwwww..

http://oz.ongameport.com/
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my post on e 17 of jan was screwed.
so, to anyone who manage to get a glimpse of e post
congrats!
cus even i forget what i've typed.

went out with mummy today.
didnt go out with her for long long time.
went chinatown.
really alot of ppl. and smth's going on at chinatown.
mummy told me she heard fireworks when i was in e fittin rm.
& she thinks it's e lights up ceremony.
and i saw a damn lot of lions.
i mean e lion dance tt lion.
super interesting. i wanna see!b
ut minus e sound la. haha.

and guess what we had for dinner!
sharkfin abalone!



mummy's really good! haha.

and shit shit. val is coming.
heartaches..
haha.
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i woke up at 3! hurray!
long time since i slp until so late.
dunno y im so tired.

woke up and wipe e window grills.
and 4 window panes.
when suddenly i realised it looks lik its gonna rain.
so what's with cleanin and wipin e panes dry when its gonna rain again.
and so, i left my bucket and cloths by e window
lazy to clear up. haha.

mummy jus reminded me CNY is coming soon.
yet i haben done my shopping.
nt even 1 piece of ny clothing.
shit man!
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it suddenly occur to me.
do cats and dogs have feelings?

yes, dogs do. i know.
but cats?
and worst. trees?

seriously i dun think trees should be classified under living things.
true, trees grow. and reproduced. etc etc.
but trees doesnt show emotion.

will trees get lonely?
since they cant be planted together.
its like.. they cant be together. if nt they'll be fighting for survival.

ok. this post is absurd.


jus went running.
feel so.. how to say..
like everything's bottled up inside me.
so many stuffs i wan to shout out to ppl who are willing to listen.
yet i dunno how to start.

so, jus went running in hope of letting everything out.
but out of 100% it only helps 30%.
so im left with 70% bottled up.
and den when it reaches tml night, it'll be 100% again.
den i'll go running again..
and den repeat itself...

jus asked a significant question today.
and e cruel truth revealed itself.
but i dont know y it dont get me down.
maybe its because im slowly trying to let go of my grip already.
the grip which is making him harder and harder to breathe.


awww.. so irritated by my emotions.
be happy, and strong!
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jus re-watched titanic.

truely the most significant love story.
the willingness to forsake everything elses for each other.
their lives i mean.
even thou they hadnt been together for long.
say, 2wks?

tt's e real defination of "i'll die for u"

aside frm e lovey-dovey btw jack and rose.
it's still totally saddening.
at e start of e movie, when dey showed e happy faces of ppl boarding e ship
i cried already la!

ok, so i woke up v early today.
& spent my time watching movies until 4.
doesnt have any plans to go out later on or tml.
my life's as plain and simple as u can see.

argh im suffering from depression frm titanic.
stil feeling so sad.....
life is fragile.
pls, love ur loved ones like there's no other day.
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how do i summarise ytd..
practically i was jus slpin frm 12 to 6am.
first time likdat. haha.
its either im too tired cus my internal clock haben adjust yet.
and i keep wakin up at 8 even thou i slp v late.
or it's tt i had a drop too many.

anw. pictures frm ytd.
some gayish pictures of stewart's friend.

and then he's not happy tt i said he's gay.


feel lik going running.
but it jus rained heavily.
so i expected outside to be 'flooded' and cold.
and im having runny nose already.
but i really wan to go and run badly.
to drain all my energy out and sweat to make me feel better.
maybe i should jus go for a walk, anw my dinner yet disgested.

smth made me real sad ytd.
he say this and show me that.
do he really mean what he say?
so as to not let her feel angry or sad, he scolded me.
he let her comment abt me.
he said he understand how i feel.
but did he actually stop and think abt how i felt when he scolded me. again.

we dont even have e time to talk now.
last time, we could still stay out to 10pm.
but now, only few hours a wk.
everything feels like falling apart.
if he doesnt take risk for me, one day, he'll find me gone.

few days ago, someone asked if i have a boyfriend.
i replied, if u define a boyfriend as someone who place u no.1 in his heart and will be there for u when u needed him to, then i dont have.
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went shopping both ytd and today.
yet i didnt spent more then 150 bucks.
power right. haha.

and right now, im super in love with topshop.
hahas. no mre f21 le. but i stil bought things there lah.
but nt tt enthu anymre.

everything is having sale.
cant wait for sale to go over and see e new season's clothes.
now's all jackets.. tt i cant wear in hot hot sg.
awwwwwwwww.........
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MOTOROLA RAZR2 V8 LUXURY EDITION gold and snakeskin design.


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alot of things happen today.



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changed blogskin yet again.
this wasnt e original blogskin.
i had it edited.
moved e columns, font & sizes basically.

BUT i havent finish yet. jus too tired today.
shall improve on it nxt time round.
my eyes are getting tired.

and with ref to ytd post, i said i was havin intensive running training.
haha. but it rained. real big.
and i went to e pasar malam for supper.
and braved e rain home. haha.
how many times in ur life can u actually
enjoy taking ur own swt time walking in e rain?
in case u're wondering, my hp misc was tied in a plastic bag frm 7eleven.
so it was perfectly DRY. haha.

having sch tml, so wun be starting my intensive running training tonight.
maybe jus a small run ard my hse.
if nt i dun think i can wear heels tml.
i cant meet cheryl without wearing heels!
man, she's 1.7m tall.
or so i remembered.

shant bored everyone with words.
didnt go out nowadays so no pictures.
shall upload, if any, tml.

loves.
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i am happy today!

and alot of ppl also agree tt e friendster horoscope is ZUN!
way to go man! go check out ur horoscope reading today!

and i have intensive running training later.
haha. yea i call it intensive cus i set goals already.
will be back to update if i've reach my goal anot.

happy happy! thanks for everything boy.

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how saddening!
it suddenly started raining at 9 plus when i was plannin to run at 10.
awwww... bloody rain.
doesnt come when i wan it to.
but came crashing down when i dunwan it to.

anw lets jus talk abt today.
was suppose to go shopping at orchard.
and then suddenly some outta e mind fella didnt go to work..
pei him to the doctors' and cancelled my shopping.
i was still so excited ytd night till i cant fall aslp. lols.

& i made a fatal mistake! haha.
i always tot of runny nose as running nose. lols.
with reference to e running tap what.
no ppl say runny tap right.
lols. its funny when aft so many yrs then u realise ur mistake.

tml's gonna be a boring day again.
i crashed today's shopping. so tml wont have ppl to pei me shop le.
should i or should i not go shopping alone.
i mean. i dun have anytthing to buy la! but i jus wan to go out.
and im stil debating within myself.

and i run outta cigg. finally i have a chance to buy it at 7eleven.
wil update if they even asked for my ic or not. haha.

he's really stressed over work.
i mean really stressed. and he even frowns in his sleep.
within 2 mths he took 2 mcs.
idk how or what to advice him.
and yet, i only know how to stress him more.

it wasnt so bad when i left.
but its gettin worst for him.
makes me afraid of my job nxt time too.
what to do if workplace is stressful and yet u have to be responsible?

and tt links me to my future.
future is scary. what lies ahead we dont know.
every small decision we make now forms part and parcel of the future.

and i know jolly well ppl have to leave someday.
but i will miss my mother.
NOOOOO.................


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woke up early to have breakfast with someone.
and yet tt someone didnt go for breakfast today.
so unexpected. haha.
so i ended up downstairs my house where i was jus standing 10 mins ago.
and i wasted busfare to and back.
haha.

i was talkin to him on e way back home frm e unfruitful trip.
and asked smth.
will things changed if i had known u before nov?
he didnt ans. so i ans myself.
i said. since nothing can be done anymore, i'll jus think what i hope to hear.
haha.

things really shouldnt been seen too clearly.
and i shouldnt know too much.

but anw.. i have practically nothing to do.
and im going to peek into my thick business law book later on.
and see if there's anything interesting things tt catches my attention.
haha!

&& im seriously praying for dinner tonight.
hasnt had tt feeling for long.



lotsa ppl say they care.
yes, talk is easy. talk is cheap.
but when i really needed them, where are they?
p/s im not talkin abt sr. i love her too much to hate her. lols

and i jus discover my pri sch friend's blog.
interesting la! and den this is what was in e blog.

"One of it was that everyday after school (Primary 5/6), which was 6pm, i would hang out with Wan Ting, Tai Ying and Kok Yong to chat around or just have some drinks. We would talk about almost anything. At that time, we would all buy "Tian Yu Di Lu Cha" from the mama shop for only 50cents. All of us will stay around till almost 8pm until we start to go home."

lol. really triggered my memory man!
alot of memory tucked away in e back of my brain.
and it all jus starts to come back only when reminded.
worst! i even misremembered something.
haha. i mean. like aft remembering something for, say 5 yrs.
den u realised what u remembered was wrong.
haha.

really missed my pri sch friends.
had some mass msn conversation. proposing a gathering or some sort.
then everybody start to chu pattern already.
all e diff diff type of power, swords. haha.
projects, overseas, misc misc..
ok i might be super free and might nt be able to understand.
but surely jus pluck out one day would be fine?
what's worst, my sec sch classmates dun keep in touch anymore.
those days, it is suppose to be left there and forgotten?
im really envious of ppl having gatherings.

and radio's yakking abt romance.
is love selfish? or is love noble?
quoting wat everyone says
"love is letting ur loved one be happy. and tt includes letting him/her go"

but y.. is letting him/her go really love?
arent u suppose to fight for love like its e end of e world?
giving in everything u have and love him/her like there's no other day left.
and after making tt comment, i realised im like a devil . haha.
its not tt i enjoy seeing ppl in a dilemma but i jus dunwan to give up smth tt i love
like seeing a bag u love in e shopping mall.
its a one and only pc in singapore.
but its reserved.
would u go and argue with e salesperson?

talk abt shopping, i wish i had e courage to go shoppin alone.
zzz..............


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so no dinner tonight yea?
hais.
when i heard tt i cried.
dunno y. lol. jus cried.

and i was sleeping for abt an hr likdat.
den suddenly my hse phone rang. mummy called.
she asked me abt handphone stuffs.
den aft she hang, my crying comes again.
shit shit what is wrong.
i think im at home and have nothing to do.
den i jus sit in front of e mirror and cry. it's freaky.
and i do not wish to be likdat.
but yet i dunwan to go out and find work.
but i feel so unproductive at home.

what should i do...................................................
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ahah! i really go running.
and i know im improving.
haha. and while applying lotion, i felt my leg muscle man!
i mean. not those stylo milo one.
but stil got ok. last time dun have one.
haha.

this time i took e same route as e first day.
and suprisingly i didnt stop.
yay! i can finally dun stop
haha.

anw today was boring.
keep finding ppl to go out with me.
yet, no result. argh..
i still have alot of presents and blah blah owing.
and e taka vouchers.... hais.
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ahh bad dream scare me.
i slpt at 3plus. yet woke at 12pm.
im suppose to slp 12 hrs!!
bad nightmare!!

i dreamt tt i went to japan!
and left mummy alone.
and it was on mummy's birthday tt i went.
im so bad lah!! i was in jpn, talkin to mummy on e phone..
crying and crying. saying i wanna go home and celebrate with her.
i mean. really saddening.
i love her. but jus tt i dont say it out normally.
i really do.......
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today was nothing!
yea nothing.
didnt go out didnt go jogging didnt everything.

should let my leg rest before going running again.
but my enthu gonna fade already. haha.
but yea, exercise is e key to get into shape.


and im really getting sick and enough of e irc spamming!
it seems that the "ME" in irc wasnt jus giving phone numbers.
supposely it seems like "I" was having a private conversation with them.
i mean im really angry until i scold people who start calling my mobile.
twice today!
and it happens on wkends and public hols.
my mobile was peaceful on wkdays leh.
haha.

sucks to be you, whoever who did this.
but but BUT. it dun get me down. instead, it jus add colors to my life. haha.
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today was business law.
damn boring at first. but starting to get interesting.
haha. so say e truth i'd prefer theory based paper.
but they say theory based are harder.
yea, cus no definate correct or wrong ans, if u know how to twist ur ans.

and leg hurts like fook for 3 days continous running at night
dun even dare to go running or out now.
afraid tt veins would come out at e back of my leg if i overstrained.
i wish i could walk on my hands now.
so painful!

and i was wrong! i wasnt v free when sch starts.
i mean. yea, i have rewriting notes to do, dvds to watch, lunchs with friends to keep to.
im busy busy busy && i wish sch doesnt start so soon.
haha.

and im not getting anywhere skinner.
i jus ate mac.........

and i realised im a typical scorpio!
cus both e newspaper and e hororscope at friendster was v ZUN!
here's friendster's :

There is a chance you'll get something you have been wanting for a very long time.
In Detail
The give and take between you and your people has been out of balance for a while, but today things will start getting back to a proper equilibrium. Whether you need to receive more or give more, you will be ready to do whatever it takes to keep your closest relationships healthy. There is a chance for you to get something you have been wanting for a very long time, but it might require you to deliver bad news to someone you care about. Do you take it, or leave it?
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and i was eating mac for dinner.
and mummy was reading e newspaper.
when suddenly she read my horoscope reading frm e newspaper.
"should avoid fast food. high cholesterol." .............
and continues "ur room is getting too messy for u to walk. should tidy up on wkends"
.....................................

yes yes my room is v messy!
books and telephone, bags, cds, plastic bags are scattered ard e bed in my room.
cus i dun slp on my room's bed.
therefore it serves as a table instead.
dressing table is abit neater den e com's table.
haha. but both as worst.
i really want to tidy up!
jus tt i mentioned earlier above IM BUSY.
haha.

and my wardrobe is extending frm 3 door cupboard to another room.
yes i start to store my clothes on a rack placed in e empty room of my hse.
gosh gosh! need to tidy wardrobe too.
busy busy..
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hah! i went running with him today.
ran to punggol plaza and cross tpe back.
haha.
but tio suan instead. and suddenly feel lik my runnin to compass ytd was peaNUTS.
haha.
okok let me make tis v clear first.
im runnin for e sake of fun, nothing to do, can slp better, keep in shape.
but his mentality was running for training.
so scary la..!

oh ya today's my first day at sch.
during sch time was boring.
but now, thinkin back was fun.
haha. at least im doing smth useful ok.
and i can go on e diet while schling.
cus i only ate A sushi.
whereas normally i'd have ate breakfast and lunch by 1pm.
haha.

so here's my diet plan going smoothly already.
with exercising and dieting. haha.
nice la!
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yes smth big happen.
but tt doesnt get me down!
another person past by my life again.
and its worst tis time round.
feel so onesided. ppl really change real fast. fakie!

anw had a long jog jus now.
real cool man!
i jog to compass pt nt by st joseph! but by compassvale lrt.
so e pt start frm my hse, bakau lrt.
to compassvale lrt.
to sengkang old interchange.
to shell.
to police centre.
to sengkang old int.
to new int.
to old int.
to new int.
to old int.
to st joseph.
to home.

okay i admit. most of e time im walking.
haha.
but my leg hurts man!
duno how to survive tml.
hais. hafta walk frm ps to starhub centre.
woah!

went lunch with ex-co today.
really miss. but my fav buddy wasnt there.
haha. wasted la!
but yea man! i will be back~
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hais. how many times do i have to keep tellin myself to be happy?
haha. seems lik i keep gettin in and out of e sadness pit.

jus came back frm joggin alone.
phew. jog till ear pain. haha.
maybe cus it was too cold outside.
really v xinku with e diff temp inside and outside of my body.
and i think dinner haben digest yet, so feel lik vomitting.

guess what! i jus check my horoscope at friendster.
it says :
Channel all of your energy. Get to the gym or go dancing. Physical exercise is key.

In Detail
Why are you in such a hurry right now? The goal you're working toward isn't going anywhere, and reaching it early isn't going to earn you any extra brownie points. Have you ever considered the fact that you have more to learn from the process of reaching your goal than from actually reaching it? You'll have to find another place to channel all of your high energy today. Hit the gym. Go dancing. Run around the block. Physical exercise will help you slow your roll.

haha! god! can u feel tt im sad too??
need to do smth to keep my mind off thinking.


and some more pics i forgot to upload ytd.

they are bluetoothing each other photos! like girls likdat.
5 secs isnt enuf for selftimer. haha
miss. love. hugs. xoxo
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