friday was crazy.
went ecp 7eleven and bought a couple of drinks.
then shoot to sk plaza 7eleven and bought another 1bot.
and in the end i went crazily drunk.
until i couldnt even stand.
and i was slping in my bathroom for god-knows how long.
until mummy came and help me out.

and the bloody hangover last for 1 whole damn long day.
i hate the hangover of vod and redwine.
vod makes me headache.
and the taste of redwine jus couldnt get away.
totally insane.

the hangover makes me really want to quit drinkin for gd.
ya since so many stupid things happen when im drunk,
i should really quit drinkg for gd.
;)
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nope, job interview didnt call me up.
im somehow glad as well.
bcause im gettin used to doing nothing at home.
not feeling useless anymore. ;)
is that gd news or bad one?

and i did went for lunch with the sales ppl at osram.
wanted ter to fetch me to the beef noodle stall,
but they claim they have meeting aftwards.
so can only eat nearby hawker.
super disappointing.

im foregoing clubbin for mv tonight with sec sch friends.
yea, im also abit sick of the drunk feeling.

btw i was running my usual 2km route.
then while i was under my blk resting and smoking.
i saw jj on the way hm frm work.
so i kinda force him to change and we went running to punggol and back.
and nw my leg still hurts slightly.
dont think i'll be able to wear heels out tonight.
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me jus went for an interview,
both the office and i cmi.

headcount only 3 ppl.
office is even smaller than my own bedroom.

me had 'block' throat during interview.
guess i was pretty nervous.
and keep clearing my throat.

and so they say, i'll call you.
which i really doubt they will.
and i hope they wont.
even thou i can learn a full set of accounts,
but its too independent. and quiet in the office.

hais. i wanna go back osram.
too bad they nt recruiting p/t.

might be meeting osram ppl for lunch tml aft visiting.
squeeze it into my schedule, if i can.

btw, went ecp ytd night for din @ the food village.
food was yummy. had seafood.
i love ecp!

and yawn, im going to slp soon.
im too sad and disappointed with my performance and the job.
XC
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ytd was a pleasant surprise.
shurong couldnt wake up for sch.
so ytd i acc her to the doctor and she acc me to bugis
and we went swimmin together.

funfunfun.
havnt gone out like that since a long time.
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ytd was weird and amazing.
went dimsum at crystal jade.
didnt ate so much prawn in my life.
i was kinda prepared for that.
so i ordered lime juice.

amazingly, my throat didnt give me any problem.
usually, when i eat 1 single siewmai, my corner of my lips would swell
only way to overcome is by drinkin smth extreme or tea.
so i guess it kinda like, the sour taste win the prawn taste.
so it doesnt get swollen. or smth likdat.

but prawn sucks.
must be that i dont usually eat prawns.
that's y i think that prawns doesnt taste gd.
also, im turned off by the fact that the line in the middle of the prawn is shit.
and most restaurant doesnt pull that string out.

anw i finally bought my watch.
even thou i haben start workin ytd.
but it was a loan frm mummy dearest.
cus she's been helpin me find jobs, so she know im not slacking.
and since gss is here. so why not grab the disc now.

so me a happy happy girl now.
except at night most of the time still super lonely.

oh and. im going on a diet. i swear.
i cant carry on stuffing random food down anymore.
its unhealthy, the way im eating.
so im cuting down, and dont worry because im not starving myself.
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i think im going crazy.
thought of going out today since my friends are free.

slpt till 4pm since i was out drinkin ytd.
woke up, wanted to accompany mummy.
but too late and she didnt wanted to go out.
and she bloody watched her cantonese drama that nv seems to end.
and i had nothing to do cus she's watchin in on her com.
and the screen is small.

so i went back to slp.
slpt till ard 5 or 6pm.
my friend called and ask me out.
i told her i was going out.
and she accused me of abandoning her.
hell.
and i had to cancel my shopping and smsed my friend
that mummy's not happy that im going out.

what have i done wrong.
if he hadnt left us likdat would things turn out this way?
i hate him.
i hate him for leaving me to clear this rubbish.
i hate him for leaving mummy.
i hate him for makin mummy lonely.
i hate him for obstructing my life.
i hate him for indirectly causing me to be quarantine at home on wkends.
i hate him for lettin mummy work so hard on wkdays.

im in a super foul mood nw.
i wan to dig him out and
slap him
punch him
scold him
strangle him
murder him.

but where do i start?
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WARNING : v PMS-y post.
(yes, i think its coming.)

basically, its all written over the prev post.
i feel so out of place with the world.
while everybody is doing their part earning money or studying,
then im at home doing smth non-productive.
i hate this kind of feeling, suddenly feel so useless.

and what i do at home is nothing.
no one is at home everyday.
i jus sit, daze or stone. otherwise, telly, com or slp.

and i think im to frugal smtime.
i was thinkin of going compass shoppin alone.
when on 2nd tots, i think i wont be able to find any gd bargins there,
so i'll jus be wasting my busfare to and fro.
so therefore im staying at home.
and everybody is too busy and ignoring me.

i feel like im quarantine at home instead.
maybe i should jolly well join some socialising co.
but just the tot of it makes me feel like puking.
i feel like there's smth wrong with me nw.

what should i do...
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had my monitor replaced today.
there was some prob with the screen.
i packed everything, including the wire and gave it to the courier.
then who knows the new monitor doesnt come with the wire.
i think it doesnt.
either it doesnt or i misplaced it when i unpack the box.

so i had to wake up earlier then 1pm
and wait for the courier bcause it says 1pm to 5pm.
great.

me so bored.
i cant find a job.
im doing nothing at the moment.
i feel so lost and useless.
=(
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wa so shiok this feeling.
i jus finish my exams.
however, its nt the end yet.
im resuming sch on 1st of july.
that's fast right.
and im lookin for a job alr.
because i've set my eyes on a watch.
haha.

hope i got somewhere near,
then i can have more time to slp man!

ahh, money grabbing and studying....
im coming, unfortunately.
two at a time.
i've nv guessed this day would come.
I AM SO BROKE MAN.
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today is hella of day.
i went to sch and reach at 10.
couldnt find a seat in the study room.
didnt have a choice, so i went for breakfast at mac.
then headed for home automactically.

reached home less than 5mins then dwayne offer me to send me to cdac near nchs.
but it wasnt open and i dont know why.
so desperate means call for desperate measures.
headed to tamp library while dwayne went to sch.
too bad all the study tables were occupied.

stayed at the library for abt an hour then dwayne finished sch.
so went back with him.
went hg plaza for i dont know whether to call it lunch or din since it was ard 4.
and ate kway chap which is too heavy a meal for teabreak.

then went home and snore.

what should i do tml.
what if the same thing happens again.
what if i cant grab a seat in sch again.
what if i dont have a choice anymore and have to go home again.
i hate the chinese nationals.
argh....
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half-time for exams.
nxt exams is coming monday.
so i have ard a few days to relax before intensive revision again.

like totally scary, the exams.
the first paper was taxation.
consisting of 5questions.
time allowed was 3hrs and 15mins for reading the questn paper.
and i had just enuf time to stop writing when the exam sup says
"the exam stops.. now."
haha.

then today came the corporate and business law paper.
wrote all the way as well.
wrote for all i was worth.
jus keep thinkin in my mind, write rubbish better than write nothing.
haha.
so i threw in whatever related, whether relevant or specific or not.

so exhausted.
i nv knew sitting for exams 3hrs and 15mins per day for 2 days was so tiring.
plus the aircon at rjc multi purpose hall was so cold.
then 20mins to exam end, they'd off the aircon,
then it becomes damn suffocating.

argh, i prefer my expo.
at least i can meet up with cheryl before exams.
and at least i can smoke JUST before i go in for my exams.

yawn.. so drained.
gonna go to bed soon.
anw i had din at kovan with dwayne tonight.
yummy yummy. the gd ole taste, the gd ole place.
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