[o] ahyong
[x] hui ee
[o] joyce
[x] jungui
[o] kelly
[x] kiki
[o] mingle
[x] nana
[o] peiwen
[x] samantha
[o] shiqin
[x] weekiat
[o] xinni
[x] xuan zi
[o] yingting
[x] zhifeng
i feel so alone all of a sudden.
all thanks to the humongous pimple tt jus popped out.
and so there goes my wkend.
unless i cant really tahan anymore then i'll jus go out.
which i think i really might.
argh... go away. this feeling of loneliness.
p/s i hate ppl who only think of themself.
but then again. who'd love them?
posted. 12:09 AM
my neighbourhood was damn nosiy jus now.
there's this voice shouting at a constant tone.
then comes another voice shouting KB LA.
repeating twice.
haha. damn happening.
and the kpo me looked down and saw......
nothing.
except for a man walking his dog.
im stucked to my keyboard for the past few days.
as in the piano type keyboard.
been trying hard to play MoonRiver.
and i bloody hate my left hand.
feels like cramping when i try really hard to press all the keys.
anw, yes cramps.
my body's having cramps lately.
it happens when i was at the toilet washing my face.
my left leg cramps. and i had to wash the soap off while standing on my right leg.
then aft washing, i went to stand in front of the mirror.
vainpot. looking at my face.
then my right leg cramp. great.
the left recovered then comes the right.
posted. 10:38 PM
i went to watch the forbidden kingdom ytd with kh.
at downtown east's shopping mall.
which i still dunno what it's called yet.
fantastic. i mean the mall.
it has a indoor amusement park.
haha.
aft the movie we went down to t3.
which i all along thought t3 was the budget term.
and which stupid kh was laughing at me.
and which when kh brought me to the budget term and i laugh..
haha. so big diff lor.
if ever anyone tell me t3 is budget too i'll laugh until my pants drop.
posted. 3:23 PM
dwayne is suffering frm a broken heart recently.
had been downstairs talkin to him for the past few days.
i tried runnin ytd again.
must be that i didnt do warm up beforehand.
so it hurts aft a few steps.
so i didnt finish what i was suppose to run.
lousy.
anw i was late for visiting today.
i didnt leave home late.
the bus didnt came aft so long.
but i should have leave house earlier la.
cus it's not the first time im late already.
and then i went to the bank at yishun to update my address.
and seriously, yishun reminds me of when i was small.
feels totally like hougang.
except i dont know why yishun has so many pigeons.
ok then i got home.
and went for a aftnn nap.
and had a nightmare:
it was a v countryside like road.
the road had no curbs and pavement.
sand were the only thing on the ground.
i was reaching the bus stop.
and my bus came. but i had to chase after the bus.
and aft the bus stop alr then the bus stopped.
3ppl came down the bus before i board the bus.
1monk and 2 normal person.
and the 2 normal person was carrying the monk.
feels like the monk fainted or what.
then the 2 ppl carried him to the side of the road.
while i was watching this, i was thinkin whether to offer my help anot.
i had no idea where i am.
as in which part of the bus i was at.
suddenly the bus moved.
and i moved as well.
like as if i was holding on to the bus frm outside.
the bus was moving v fast.
sand blew ard like as if there was a sand storm.
i knew i was having a nightmare already.
but i just cannot wake.
i manage to open my eye slightly.
but closed again. and the dream continues again.
until i force myself to open my eye fully.
woke up in fright. called kh. lol.
then here i am. waiting for my burger king dinner to come home.
and lookin forward to hearing the ahwang 7pm show song.
it's nice and sweet.
posted. 6:20 PM
i wan to play Final Fantasy Crystal Chronicles - Ring of Fates.
but i dont know why i cant play it on my ds.
smth is wrong somewhere.
i tried dling it frm alot of diff places.
yet, all didnt work as well.
im too pissed to cont blogging.
grrr.
posted. 6:02 PM
some things really got me down today.
i dont know when to start.
mood turned worst as time past.
but then, i randomly found a hellokitty hpstrap inside my cupboard
while digging for paperbags.
e strap is so nice lor.
but i cant rem who gave it to me or when i bought it.
totally like a gift frm heaven to cheer me up.
and so, im back to normal.
sulking doesnt get things done.
neither does blaming myself helps.
i still have alot of following-ups to do.
posted. 12:08 AM
gone were the days of sticking out ur hand and get money frm mommy.
gone were the days of having an income and so yet carefree.
i miss my workplace.
miss the uncountable times we went smoking together.
miss the almost uncountable times we went lunch together.
miss the countable times i made mistakes in my work.
miss the handful times i felt alone and outcast in the office.
boohoohoo..
anw got another red bomb.
somebody is getting married.
my wallet is screaming for help.
nevertheless, im still happy for them.
im getting so broke that i hadnt been out for a nice shopping since before cny.
posted. 10:56 PM
你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因为太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明
he text me today.
like, so finally.
how can he text me like as if nothing has happen.
but. thinking back, i dont see true love.
in fact. we may not have even started before.
everything was a mistake to begin with.
posted. 10:19 PM