jus came back frm celest's bbq @ punggol park.
have to say its fun.
way more fun den celebrating it e pubbing way.
what's with everybody gettin drunk on ur birthday.
pek check right. haha.

and smth to comment abt presents.
does ppl like it more when u give them surprises
or when dey can choose e things they lik as e prezzie?
i like e surprises part.
but tt type normally when u open, its smth useless.
choosing is gd too. but no surprises.

anw i miss my guitar alot.
and i wanna buy a clarinet or a saxo.
and i wanna watch shen diao xia nu also.

will have lotsa time when i start sch.
ppl, do call me out man!


and a lil bit too late to say.
i've removed my tagboard.
irritated seeing e same old tags everytime i visit my blog.
so might as well remove it since no one's using it too freq.
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yes, somebody hates me.
somebody went irc and act as me.
and gave a whole damn bunch of ppl my number.
tellin them i can do phonesex.
haha.. interesting.
i haben go irc since i was sec 3 or 4.
its a great place to spam phone numbers thou.
haha.
all e desperates there.

went kbox-ing ytd!

and was watchin bleach jus nw.
so sweet la! e bond between ichigo and orihime.
but who will ichigo choose btw ruikia and orihime?
haha. but i guess fighting shows lik this doesnt have a place for love.

and im wearing specs now.
haben been wearin specs for e whole day.
since specs make me headache cus of e thing restin on ur bridge.
but its gd to take a break frm contact lenses once in a while.
but i cant stand watchin tv using specs.

it has been rainin and stoppin today.
but yet so sunny ytd.
and i was sun bathin on e bus on e way to work.
but like i've said before mths ago.
its either u give up ur seat or sunbathing.

and oh no! new yr's coming.
so fast.
stil remember clearly that i countdowned at suntec fountain.
haha. watched e fireworks.
and cried.
it truely wasnt a gd yr.

but it was in this yr that i met u.
yet e same yr tt i know we cant be together.
e same yr that u belonged to someone else forever.
e same yr that we fall in love.. despite everything..

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been busy this few days.
busy till i forgotten abt e visiting.

gonna last day soon.
so busy being emotional. haha.
but i'll stil go back aft my last day.
i mean.. no choice.
cus of e agency. dumb.
im suppose to hand in my timesheet on every last day of e mth.
so dec's last day is 31, monday.
yet, they wan me to hand in this friday, 28 dec.
and i have to go down to taka again jus to get my pay for 31dec.
yes. jus a day. know what. its jus..
PLAIN DUMB.

talkin abt 31st. new yr countdown.
haha. another lonely one i suppose.
not really in e celebration mood.
everything's jus too fast. xmas haven settle down yet den comes new yr.

and colleague's back frm jpn.
got lotsa gifts.
feels lik my birthday.
pictures up nxt round. too tiring to post pic.
&& it really stressed me up to buy gdbye prezzies for em.
oh no!

and i bath my phone in beef noodle gravy today at lunch.
damn saddening la.
i mean. yea, a strand of noodle jus drop on my phone.
and lil bit of gravy seep into e camera button.
im super duper lousy taking care of gads.
tt includes mobile, mp3, gameboy.
yes, i dropped my ndsl first time this wk.
and my phone's screen protector is full of scratches frm my sharp nails.
& dropped twice. in less den 1 mth.
and my mp3. tt's e worst of all.
drop until e paint at e corner come off already.


anw. GD NIGHT!





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went east coast today.
meet up with ruihai aft so long.
hafta count by yrs. haha.

and took some stylo milo pictures of sunset maybe?


and im so hungry now.
and tired. stil deciding if i should eat or slp.
haha. guess cup noodles would do e trick.
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merry xmas!


dont ask me hw i spent my xmas.
haha. it was nothing. wait until e 26 dec den i'll tell ya.



went over to wisma topman to exchange smth.
and i was forced to buy a earstud for 16bucks.
cus e item that i wan is lower in value by 10 bucks den e one i have.
so i end up paying 6 bucks for e stud.
haha.



and was innocently stucked in e crowd at taka.
was only 7 at tt time. didnt think tt there'll be a crowd already.
but anw plain stupid la.
there was crowd because e police seal off some of e grass area or smth likdat.
and e temp police tower takes up space also.
so tt leaves smaller room for us to move.
therefore jamming.


talkin abt jam. didnt experience sms jammed tis yr.
was it because less sms was directed for me. boo hooo..
but nveless.


i am still happy now.
stil thinkin tt im so so lucky to have ppl caring for me.
even if they nv show their face, u can feel it. deep down.

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went vivo. bought lotsa junks.
but nvtless.. stil happy. haha

loves.
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disappointed.
cant help but feeling that.
jogging plan crash already.
unexpectedly.

shouldnt be feeling tt way.
im so bad so bad. xc

feels like going out.
yet cant find a soul to go out with.
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ops! no more emo for me.
no more moody mood. =)

going out to town with cheryl later.
it keeps me happy jus to think abt it.
loves!


imma truely lucky girl ^^
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heartache.
dammit.
saw smth i shouldnt have.

DAMN THIS.
feels like dying.
losing everything.
DAMMIT
DAMN THIS!

should've seen this coming.


maybe im jus a passerby in ur wonderful life.
jus part of a horrible nightmare
but it looks so real.
i really dont wanna wake.

someone seal my eyes.
i dont wanna cry....
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v good.
now i've jus changed to a dark skin.


jus went over to hg mall and bought a new monitor and mouse.
and guess who i saw at harvey norman.
or however u spell it. wont wanna waste brain juice on thinking.
anw ppl jus know what im talking la.

saw an old friend. 2 to be exact.
long story man. haha.


and im too overwhelmed by the monitor and now e box is jus throw at e living rm.
no one bothers to clear it. -.-
and i dont know y the monitor is killing my eye.
it hurts jus aft a while.
oh no!


aniways ate popcorns ytd.
and pimples pop out. now what.
simply too great.


hope to go shopping tml.
really long didnt go. thanks to him.
it jus gives me e creeps to think abt it now.


and lotsa ppl are starting to comment abt my flabby arm.
god help me!
planned to go jogging on sunday.
i really wished so.
hope carrying e monitor hm jus now helps.

ciggs are really buring out fast and it scares me.

and dumb ruihai called me out on xmas!
haha. and we decided on going vivo for shopping.
at e same time he can see his gorgeous jade seah.
haha. yea she's real goddess.
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xmas's nearing
was findin ppl to spent xmas with
but yet.. duno where to go.
haha.

ppl are getting older.
haha.
most of them going 20 on 2008.
cant help thinkin time past real fast.

colleagues's gone to japan.
almost wanted to cry while bidding gdbye.
duno hw im going to survive my last day without crying.
haha.
really love them alot.
despite all the bad things.
the 6mths there really make mi all grown up.





dun care abt what ppl say.
jus enjoy life to the fullest.

what seems so fantasic and fabulous at first means nothing now.
and what seems nothing and unimportant means alot to me now.

early merry xmas! loves.

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picture's nt in order. mouse's spoilt.
cant move e pictures ard.







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he wasnt living there anymore.
on second tots. maybe i got a wrong address.
but i was quite sure he used to live there.
excatly what we thought. rented flat.

was real sad.
but slowly.. its just fate la.
sg is small. if he really wants me he'll come and seek my forgiveness.
i dont believe that thing isnt weighin him down.

me and shurong are poor lil lonely girl for xmas.
but maybe nt her. cus she has her bf at night.
awww..
xmas's suppose to be caring and sharing.
but everybody's busy with relationship to care abt me.
yet another lonely xmas.
but somehw i feel xmas's suppose to be lonely leh..
maybe im nt really into celebrating.
i hate xmas, hate new yr, hate bday, hate val.
serious.



oh yes.
i've made up my mind to clean up my room.
yes. clean everything.
put everything nicely back in place aft use.
abit hard for me. HAHA.
esp when i smoke in e room and ashes fly everywhere.
hmm. maybe i shall nt after all.
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what's worst den being drunk and nt dead drunk
and screamin at e top of ur lungs whatever u're saying.
making a fool outta uurself. haha.

accidently open a martell while i was drunk!
lols. and tt dumbass shurong didnt stop me also.
haha.


mummy says she's gonna buy a new monitor for me.
my current one is getting blur.


sch's starting.
20 more days to work and there ends my memories at osram.
kinda dun bear to leave.
when sch starts, no more smokin kaki.
no more lunch kaki. CRIES!.
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shit shit shit.
i could trade in my nokia n71 for 200bucks at starhub.
but i forgot to bring e charger tt day.
so i jus bought e viewty without trade in,
and now i brought it out to hg to sell and they only offer 100.

shit shit shit.
how. what should i do man.
bastard!



went for dinner at east coast with my colleague.
yes, he's v nice to ask me out for dinner aft work.
and reach hm at 10 plus and he says wan to go out again cus his parents are quarrelling.
so we meet again aft 1 hr plus. LOL.
and off to seletar reservior or some call yishun dam.
didnt went there for a long long time.
and e bikes sounds was really irritating.
and they jus keep going round and round like as if they think everyone loves e sound.
lols.

and my colleague looks like shawn yue ok.
but sadly only i think so.
but maybe e extreme side view looks like only.
or i duno la. lol.
and he has bloody fantastic muscles.
but nt as big as e mocca one.
jus like an average person u see on orchard. u cant imagine his arms are that big.
and 8 packs man.
so sexy!!

lol. i have a bloody damn soft spot for muscles.
haha.


shurong's gonna celebrate her bdae in advance today.
wondering hw it will be like.
hmm..


and i was down with sore throat, cough and flu this few days.
really bad.
and i passed it to my muscle colleague also.
lols. poor thing la he.
he's at lvl 1 now cus he only kana e cough.
den i was telling him u're gonna evolve to lvl 2 of e taiying virus already.
sore throat and flu will be coming!!


and there's this long story abt lunchtimes.
one fine day. thursday i think.
i was going to lunch as usual with my female colleagues.
we went to this stretch of hawker.
first hawker, i saw a cat! den followed by a dog!
how do u expect me to eat there.
den we went to e 3rd hawker.
gosh. even worst. CHICKENS AND ROOSTERS.
so i ran away immed telling em im not eating anymore.
den i called my muscle colleague.
he was lunchin with e guys as usual. but at e other side. nt at this stretch of hawker.
i was on e way back then. i asked him to help mi da bao food back.
and he told me to go over to find them and eat instead.
cus e kopitiam v near e office only.
so i went over and eat with them.
and there was this v awkard thing when we came back and saw e ladies i was s'ppose to lunch with.

den was really sad for a while.
talked to my smoking kaki.
which is in e guys' lunch grp as well.
and he told me i should go and eat with e guys nxt time if i really dun enjoy lunchin with the ladies.
e ladies would certainly bitch abt me!!
but since im jus a few more steps to leaving e office. why nt do what i like.
since my smoking kaki and my colleague who i go work together with is guys.
why nt make myself happy for e last few wks.

and maybe sometimes. we shouldnt be too awake.
we shouldnt know a person too well.
in tt case. u wun feel anything.
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shit i diarrhoea again. on off on off for a wk already.
first 3 days diarrhoea. den stop shitting completely for 2-3 days.
den diarrhoea again. my poor tummy.
and i jus diarrhoea twice while drinkin a can of coke.

somebody save my tummy man.
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hah! i bought my viewty! lols.
yea yea. starhub is selling it super cheap.
sitex sold it at close to 900 w/o plan with 200 trade in.
starhub only 400 with plan w/o trade in.

its super cheap deal for a 5mp camera la!
but e 3g sim yet to be activated.
so cant use tt phone for calls or msging yet.

&& i screwed up the screen protector.
zz. i suck!
e first try had bubbles. only a lilltle but stil i wasnt happy with tt.
den i took it out and it fuckin dropped.
faced DOWN!
and had little mao mao stick to it.
so used scotch tape to stick away but only help a lil.
so nw e screen is super ugly with bubbles.
needa get down to sim lim soon. hopefully tml.
damnit pathetic.
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