happy 250th post in this blog.

and i've cried twice jus nw. within an hr can.
first was cus of the telly. the bloody 9pm .
the show was so sad.
make me cry for 3 days straight.
either im too tired then i cry or cus the show's really sad.

ok then when the show finished, i went back to my room.
then on the way i step on a bloody grasshopper!!
the small young grasshopper was only as long as 1/3 of my small finger.
then i fuckin step on it.
and i cry and whine like a small kid.
stomping on the flr shouting for mummy while crying.
didnt stop crying until i ran to the bathrm, washed my leg throughly
then ran out. and mummy gave me a great big hug.
then my crying stop.

ok it may seem silly but pls dont judge other ppl by what u fear/do not fear.
diff ppl have diff level of tolerance.
and i simply cant tolerate stepping in insects or touching birds, cats, dogs.
maybe polar bears too, despite i love them to bits.
if really one day, i were to accidently touched a cat, i think i'd cry for e whole day.
if one day i were to touched a pigeon, i think i'll cry for a wk.
and therefore having depression and traumatised by it for e rest of my life.

my stomach's v bad aft eating pineapples.
but im off to boatq nw.
GD NIGHT!
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