im probably feeling the lowest point of e mood chart in my life
feel so down and low..
randomly hates everything tt im doing now.
tired of everything and doesnt want to be god's puppet anymore.

i can wear contact lenses again!

went drinkin ytd night.
i think im gettin old or my body is gettin bad.
i cant drink anymore. i'd just keep vomiting.
and heart beating v fast now.
body trembling. no strength.

btw i jus went to vomit and shit.
so now my body is completely empty.
yet my hse doesnt have anything tt sounds nice to eat.
lousy...

i wish for someone to take care of me when i feel so sucidial.
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