ahhhhh...
feel lik dying.

went back to e clinic as expected.
& e doctor scolded me for nt puttin my eye lotion.
.....
puttin e eye lotion into e eye is painful ok.
feels lik smth's in ur eye.
making u tear.
but i did a gd job dripping e eye drops!
i even force myself awake to drip e eye drop when 6 hrs past.
then back to slp. zz

& then he referred me to changi hosp.
so scary la. hospital seems complicated enough.
actually suppose to go right aft my clinic.
but i intend to go tml morning.
and mummy's taking half day to pei me to the hosp.

im really so scare.
they're really gonna cut my eye.
will they numb me?
i mean. if they numb me, they'll have to inject my face then!
wouldn't tt be super painful? face is super sensitive..

shit shit. joseph jus told me they'll inject my lower eye lids instead.
shit shit. tt sounds even more painful then e face.
SHIT.

but if they doesnt numb me.
then they CUT ME. its painful too...




really afraid.
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