ahh. peer influence.
what did i do??

seems like a nightmare.
full of regrets.

im sorry, friends who think i've turned gd.
but i did.
those close to me should know i've really turn good.
but i know disappointment stil exist.

all i can say is, sorry.


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shit shit.
mummy's ignoring me.
and worst of all, i dunno how to face her.
she jus act like nothing happen. wouldnt talk to me.
but still cook dinner for me.

didnt exchange more than 5 sentences of words.
terrible feeling.
i hate this disappointment feeling that i can feel.


shall not eleborate in case he finds out. haha.
ungentlemanly and bombish.






disappointed is such a big and powerful word.

10.47pm.
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