i am a bad girlfriend.
i woke up late and missed e visiting hrs.
i hate cabs!
cab fare are suppose to be rising.
and no one takes cab anymore.
so y cant i get a cab when its nt even peak hrs!

but its my fault.
i cant blame taxis.
i am really bad. he must have felt super disappointed.
i hope everything turns out fine.
it's nt tt i dunwan to go. im like in a series of unfortunate events!
hais. was still lookin forward to today.

they should met already.
wonder what they are talkin abt.
is he v sad inside?
i hope he's fine.
i am really sorry for lettin him think so much.
lettin him imagine the worst.
it wasnt on purpose.
i am really sorry.

ytd night went running.
hopin to acheive my target of 3 rounds ard compass.
and by 1 round i mean frm old int to shell.
but i cant lah. leg was painful frm the day before.
and super tired also.
so i only manage one round.
and i know stewart's waiting to see what dumb excuses i come out with for failing.
haha. all cus of him la.
i was runnin tt one round. and he walked.
he walked as fast as i run....
and gives me a low low morale.

painful ard the ankle.
feel like choppin off my ankle.
and this is it!
i saw veins on my leg.
althou they are nt popin out.
but this is it! im quittin running.
i dunwan my leg to be popin out veins.
hais.

jus no mood to do anything.
i feel so damn bad.
i am a bad girl.
i am a bad girlfriend.
i am a bad bad bad bad girl.
it is nt tt i cant do it.
it's jus tt i didnt make an effort to do it.
i am so so bad. i even hate myself now.

posted. 11:05 AM