how do i summarise ytd..
practically i was jus slpin frm 12 to 6am.
first time likdat. haha.
its either im too tired cus my internal clock haben adjust yet.
and i keep wakin up at 8 even thou i slp v late.
or it's tt i had a drop too many.

anw. pictures frm ytd.
some gayish pictures of stewart's friend.

and then he's not happy tt i said he's gay.


feel lik going running.
but it jus rained heavily.
so i expected outside to be 'flooded' and cold.
and im having runny nose already.
but i really wan to go and run badly.
to drain all my energy out and sweat to make me feel better.
maybe i should jus go for a walk, anw my dinner yet disgested.

smth made me real sad ytd.
he say this and show me that.
do he really mean what he say?
so as to not let her feel angry or sad, he scolded me.
he let her comment abt me.
he said he understand how i feel.
but did he actually stop and think abt how i felt when he scolded me. again.

we dont even have e time to talk now.
last time, we could still stay out to 10pm.
but now, only few hours a wk.
everything feels like falling apart.
if he doesnt take risk for me, one day, he'll find me gone.

few days ago, someone asked if i have a boyfriend.
i replied, if u define a boyfriend as someone who place u no.1 in his heart and will be there for u when u needed him to, then i dont have.
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