he wasnt living there anymore.
on second tots. maybe i got a wrong address.
but i was quite sure he used to live there.
excatly what we thought. rented flat.

was real sad.
but slowly.. its just fate la.
sg is small. if he really wants me he'll come and seek my forgiveness.
i dont believe that thing isnt weighin him down.

me and shurong are poor lil lonely girl for xmas.
but maybe nt her. cus she has her bf at night.
awww..
xmas's suppose to be caring and sharing.
but everybody's busy with relationship to care abt me.
yet another lonely xmas.
but somehw i feel xmas's suppose to be lonely leh..
maybe im nt really into celebrating.
i hate xmas, hate new yr, hate bday, hate val.
serious.



oh yes.
i've made up my mind to clean up my room.
yes. clean everything.
put everything nicely back in place aft use.
abit hard for me. HAHA.
esp when i smoke in e room and ashes fly everywhere.
hmm. maybe i shall nt after all.
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