choking myself down with liquior.
didnt think that i will be reminded of e past.
i tot i could still face all this with a wide smile which says im doing well now.

that bloody face in ur photos.
i really dont know whether to cry or be angry.

the hurt when we were both young.
don't u think u've recovered way too fast?
too fast till i doubt if u've been dealt with any impact or not.
most prob it was jus a wishful thinking on my part yrs ago.
but i certainly hope u'd stand up now and say it wasnt.
turn back and say u love me the way i have loved you.

sometimes things jus doesnt goes the way u want it to.

anw enuf for this emo entry.
im getting too carried away until i've almost forgotten this is a public entry.

time to get on.

got a serious tummy ache and diarrhoea.
mummy says it's stomach flu.
ate medicine and it seems to keep it under control.

but i keep forgetting no milks when u're having diarrhoea.
and i drank milk for e 2nd day and 3rd day.
and to the toliet i go..
until my legs became wobbly, jelly, whatever u call it.

getting real late.
being drunk alone on a saturday night aint fun.
almost there.
and im going to slp before i get k.oed by the martell sitting nxt to me.
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