i wish i had a older brother.
yes the channel 8 tv show tempt me!
it'd be so nice to have a brother u know.
someone who u can talk to and he trusts u on anything.
awww.....



and work totally sucks nowadays.
i swear i dunwan to be a temp staff anymore.
it jus sucks sucks sucks.
and i feel like dey jus snatch my pride and throw it on e flr
jumping and stepping on it a dozen times.

ask me y and e only thing i can tell u is dey jus ask me to do even e simpliest thing.
like photocopy blah blah bullshit.
it might sounds ok. but when dey really open their mouth and ask u ah
den u see the smelly part.

im like their maid u know!!
there was once i was super angry and unwillingly.
cus the sales mgr was always v busy to listen to wad my supv wanted to tell him.
and there was greenbean soup in e pantry.
and my supv actually ASKED me to take a cup to the sales mgr.
and aftwards she went to talk to him. easier to talk, she said. its jus pure "bribery" i say.
....
like super sucking up likdat lor.
if u wan to do the suck up part and leave me alone! y must i do the sucking up part for u??

&& my colleauge's wedding dinner on oct tt time. yea tt furama one.
you know that my dept ppl ask me??!!
in a fucking sacrastic manner.
"aye, he also got invite u ah?"
for godness sake!! im closer to him then u are ok.
we go smoking together!!

and e annual dinner at marriott.
dey actually said it in a sacarstic manner too.
depising me that im a temp. cus my supv says
"this is e first time we let temp go for annual dinner u know"
"ni you hao liao chi liao" - you got expensive things to eat already
do i really have to kneel down and pray to u or e company for letting me go for tt dinner.
im not really THAT poor and pathetic.
im really vvv angry.

and another incident today which really makes me super angry.
smth we were talking abt.
and she said i didnt get any accounts experience on my 6mth there.
HELLO?? u didnt wanted to teach me.
nobody wanted to teach me anything.
everyone's jus asking me to photocopy, answering e phonecalls, misc misc blah blah.
but e fact is that i DID work as a acct temp okay.
jus tt u all didnt do anything to polish me!!
jus WAIT!! till i get my acca and become a cpa.
i will come back and be YOUR BOSS >.<

arghhhh. so angry.
but no matter how much i write.
no one can really know how deep my pride is being hurt okay.
i hate being a temp. really.
its really hard pretending nt to take those stuffs into mind and still show ur smiling faces at them everyday.
i really feel like giving them a real black black thunder face. but cant!! xc



what would u do if u knew someone was bitching abt u..

i know they're talking behind my back.
not literally behind my back la.
cus dey didnt expect me to walk there and accidently heard it.
and it all started because i wan eating tibits directly out of e container.
she claimed i should TAKE OUT what i wan to eat and keep e container.
but its nt like as even i place e container right under my mouth when i eat likdat.
whats wrong with taking tibits one at a time to eat.
so aft telling me off, she went back to her seat.
and aft gew seconds i went there to take some files.
and then i saw her bitching to other ppl abt my 'unhygenic' ways.
but what can i do?? jus walk up and laugh and say "aiya nvm one la".

see.... its really so hard.........................................
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