wasted my sat today.
woke at 12 and tot tt i could go shopping
but i went back to slp again.
how stupid.

and now im like itching to go out.
i miss darling and his carefree hrs.
jus a call and we could be out for shopping.
everybody misses him.

monday is getting nearer and nearer.
and my motivation to work is getting lesser and lesser.
wad should i do??!!
been late for the buses every morning cus i didnt wan to wake up.
lols. and morning is like fighting a war.
running to catch the buses.
thinking of strategies to catch my next bus.
and planning a back rd if i really missed the bus.

ytd. early in e morning. and i really mean early. like 3am?
was walking hm frm mall cus my fwen was at mall.
and on e way, a cat followed us!
it was a long straight rd. and we tried to stop. and the cat stopped too.
we walk back, the cat walk back too.
and we had no choice but to carry on walking and i was screaming and whinning all the time
tt's one thing abt cats. dey like to follow ppl.
why why why. its e 2nd time i got followed by a cat.
i know im so useless.
but tt cat really is persistent!
it was really out to follow us.

it has really been a long while since i was out at night.
and i've really enjoyed myself.
nxt time i shall go and find sr on wkdays.
at least she'd sit down and pei me.
lols.







to my beloved darling,
tot of u when i was listening to songs.
had my brain washed by timo ytd.
even thou wad he said was true. i cant help loving u.
i know it may take a long long time.
and u might think tt im stil young and we cant stand the test of time.
i cant promise u that it wun happen but i can promise u tt i will try.
its true tt i've been playin ard.
but i nv forget u.
i nv did once tried to hide tt im attached.
i duno y but i feel so bloody damn useless now.
u'd be heartbroken to see this, i know.
but i dont even know wad im trying to say.
i jus hate him for coming back at this pt of time when u're not ard.
and i've become dependant on him.
darling, can u come back and chase him away.... i miss you.
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