i almost died today.
went drinking ytd and really did make me drunk.
and working today.
and i look so bloody tired and drunk when i go for work today.
and even got a complaint tt my clothes were too casual.
lols. not in e correct mind to think of wad clothes to wear anymore.
lols.


im having a real bad bad bad hipcups now.
it makes my heart ache as well.
pls stop it!! my lungs part is suffering!!!

and mommy suddenly gave me permit to buy a new cellphone.
which is jus so unexpected.
but it make me spoilt for choice.
suddenly im given lotsa freedom.
but nt at going out.
last time mommy knew i was going out with qiangqiang always.
and she knew deep in her heart darling would protect me.
now he's gone, mommy always question me who im going out with.
and to tc of myself cus darling's nt ard to protect me.

how swt. even thou she didnt really offiically approved darling.
but deep down she loves him for taking care of me.


and there's a carcass near my office.
disgusting rt.
i think it's a cat. which has already discomposed.
and i tot i saw the bones.
it was dug up frm e ground.
u can still see the big hole in the grd v clearly.
but the carcass looks like a big lump of roots too.
but its getting smellier.
day by day, cus we walk past dere every aftnn for lunch.
disgusting. the tots of tt irritates me
i wan darling!!

&& i played a v bad joke on my friend.
cus i was scolding him BASTARD
den in return he called me BITCH
by defination, a BASTARD is the son of the BICTH.
and poof, im his mum. call me lao bu.
lols. funny rt.
hey look! im clever ok.

and i suddenly dread studying.
one morning i woke up gettin rdy for work, i suddenly feel like im preparing for exams.
thinking walao, still hafta study later.
zz
im mad im mad. i really dun wanna study.
but study is to get a better future.
but yyy. y cant i find a man to support. lols.
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